I hate to admit it, but
I am not a multi-pitch climber. I am not a long distance runner. I am not living in a perfect house with perfect decorations and perfectly filled with meaningless stuff. I am not a culinary goddess. Hell, I am not a goddess. I am not going to look perfect- ever. I am not going to fight my body. I am not ignorant nor inexperienced though I have run into more than my share of ageism this year (hello! don't you SEE all my white hair???). I am not going to spend money on fleeting styles (organic and adventure wear does not count). I am not going to fake interest. I am not full of never ending energy. I am not a pushover. I am not trying to be that girl anymore!